... I'd believe you if I didn't feel what you felt.
[ relief. escape. freedom. the idea that you are so trapped in what you know that you are trying to go back to it because of that sense of guilt for the people you feel indebted to. it is what yves feels, but yves hasn't been convinced yet to go back out of duty. not yet, even though he knows he could be.
but that would be guilt guiding his hand. ]
Maybe you can go back to a time before things went so wrong. Or maybe you can enter a different version of yourself's timeline, where your freedom isn't taken from you. [ he's aware that he's starting to sound like the angels ]
Or you can go somewhere else, entirely different, exploring new places with the people who love you and seeing new lands that are just as in need of a historian.
You don't need to be resigned to that life, Taair. They've taken enough from you.
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[ relief. escape. freedom. the idea that you are so trapped in what you know that you are trying to go back to it because of that sense of guilt for the people you feel indebted to. it is what yves feels, but yves hasn't been convinced yet to go back out of duty. not yet, even though he knows he could be.
but that would be guilt guiding his hand. ]
Maybe you can go back to a time before things went so wrong. Or maybe you can enter a different version of yourself's timeline, where your freedom isn't taken from you. [ he's aware that he's starting to sound like the angels ]
Or you can go somewhere else, entirely different, exploring new places with the people who love you and seeing new lands that are just as in need of a historian.
You don't need to be resigned to that life, Taair. They've taken enough from you.