[ . . . there's a little bit of confusion there. he doesn't know how to answer. how much heartbreak has he held back on? he thinks he feels everything that he needs to. he thinks today is the worst it's been in a long while. probably since adolphe died.
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but he's trying to be sincere and reflective. ]
... I can handle myself most of the time.
[ he really does believe this ]
Today is just... harder.