[ the corner of his mouth lifts - a little rueful, a lot wry. ]
Anything before it, I do not really remember. [ yay memloss ] ...I have been trying to hide it, where I can. But I feel that the longer time we all spend together, the more clear it becomes.
To spend time with all of you and receive your kindness - I feel so lucky. [ he glances over at lucas as he says it - dipping his head gently in acknowledgement at the hand on his arm. ] It amplifies our smallest moments. But it aggrandizes the despair of the worst, too. So... I must come to take both, and learn from the best and the worst. Days like today...
I think it says a lot of our group, that we are so compassionate. We think not of cruelty, when we're given these circumstances, but of how to find mercy. How best to handle our despair. We think so often of others, and not of ourselves. And so, perhaps the moments I find the most precious here, that are worthy of experience - it is the moments I spend with all of you.
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Anything before it, I do not really remember. [ yay memloss ] ...I have been trying to hide it, where I can. But I feel that the longer time we all spend together, the more clear it becomes.
To spend time with all of you and receive your kindness - I feel so lucky. [ he glances over at lucas as he says it - dipping his head gently in acknowledgement at the hand on his arm. ] It amplifies our smallest moments. But it aggrandizes the despair of the worst, too. So... I must come to take both, and learn from the best and the worst. Days like today...
I think it says a lot of our group, that we are so compassionate. We think not of cruelty, when we're given these circumstances, but of how to find mercy. How best to handle our despair. We think so often of others, and not of ourselves. And so, perhaps the moments I find the most precious here, that are worthy of experience - it is the moments I spend with all of you.