[ i'm flying to seattle so i can fight eli in a costco parking lot
ah. both the first part, that sensation of not wanting to stay is one confusing, slightly worried smack, and then the mention of neverah is like a punch in the gut. it's been weeks, but it never gets any easier. ]
I... see. [ there's a flicker of something soft and pained, but it's more like grief than anything else, longing, and he shakes his head, resuming to gently petting the bunny. ]
... It was much the same on mine, as well - illusions, strange lives I thought were my own. I came away with it with a few worthwhile new expertises, but... [ yay for combat medic skill gain but also THE TRAUMA ] ...It helped me often to focus on my environment in the days that passed, and try to identify things that I could touch, see, smell, hear, and taste. The small things to stay grounded.
I don't know if it would help you too, but... if there's anything I can do to, I'm happy to, Lucas.
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ah. both the first part, that sensation of not wanting to stay is one confusing, slightly worried smack, and then the mention of neverah is like a punch in the gut. it's been weeks, but it never gets any easier. ]
I... see. [ there's a flicker of something soft and pained, but it's more like grief than anything else, longing, and he shakes his head, resuming to gently petting the bunny. ]
... It was much the same on mine, as well - illusions, strange lives I thought were my own. I came away with it with a few worthwhile new expertises, but... [ yay for combat medic skill gain but also THE TRAUMA ] ...It helped me often to focus on my environment in the days that passed, and try to identify things that I could touch, see, smell, hear, and taste. The small things to stay grounded.
I don't know if it would help you too, but... if there's anything I can do to, I'm happy to, Lucas.