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[historicals]

[ you say that but he would actually

love to be on a roof right now so we could be in the lighthouse.

anyway this makes him laugh - just a soft, tired, rueful noise. ]

None taken. [ does he even count. he's more of a bird. ] Do you want to talk about it? I'd be glad to be a listening ear if you'd like to get it off your chest.

[sarkazm]

[perfect then she's on the railing. no fear.]

I feel like I already did enough of that with Anders' stupid ass.

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[ he sighs. ]

...He was quite ... [ ... ] Stupid, I think, in that moment. In...many moments. But... our hearts make fools of us.

[sarkazm]

And his has been making a fool of him the whole damn time. Awful taste.

[surprise she's been a hawke anti already.]

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Now, now. We do not know their story.

[ he says, but it is not that chiding or anything - there's a note of faint amusement. ]

But I confess, I did not know that they were... ah, involved... short of knowing each other, and a deep bond. So... I suppose that is correct...

[sarkazm]

I know enough of it to know I don't like where the story's been going.

[she's at least not fully just getting mad at nothing.]

That guy killed him, Taair. He doesn't deserve the loyalty he's getting.

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[ oh, ]

-- What?

[sarkazm]

That stupid knife of his is Hawke's. That he got murdered with.

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[ she can watch as he mouths "murder knife" to himself. ]

...By the Radiant.

[ (fantasy voice) jesus CHRIST ]

And... now, it seems likely their roles will be reversed, too.

[sarkazm]

If he dies in the process I'm going to dig him up specifically to kill him a third time.

[FUCK.]

Ugh. Don't tell Anders I ratted out his dumbass boyfriend, all right, I just-- I'm sick of seeing that guy get the benefit of the doubt just because Anders thinks it's fine!

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[ im in tears ]

Of course not, Miss Wisadel. Your secret is safe with me. [ he even sets a hand to his heart, briefly. wow. anders and hawke... the drama. ]

...He did seem fairly intent on ending it, today. [ anders please don't die on us ] So.. we will have to hope he still feels that way come morning.

[sarkazm]

...he won't.

[she mutters, sighing.]

That's a totally different thing. I'm not gonna be surprised if it comes down to that, but I'd rather not see it happen that way.

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I... didn't want to say anything, but... I noticed.

[ yeah. ] Anders addressed me by my full name, on Friday. And his behavior... it was markedly different.

[ ... ]

I thought you made an excellent point about Ser Hawke to him. That - what he was wasn't him anymore. Whether Anders was attached to the original Ser Hawke or not... that one is gone, and we've no idea if it could return. It sounds like he needs to let go.

[sarkazm]

What? No, I meant the original one when I said he was already dead, we all are.

[she truly was just talking mad shit.]

But as far as needing to just let him die now... yeah. He can't just drag him along like that.

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The... oh.

[ an excellent human person interaction as usual taair he laughs, a little nervously ] Right.

[ too long, awkward pause ]

--- Anyway! Yes, I ... yes. I agree. And...maybe if nothing else, it will represent a new start.

[sarkazm]

I sure hope it does. Maybe some distance will get his head on straight about it!

[she kicks her feet, letting them swing idly.]

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We can only hope...

[ jeez. relationship drama. ]

I suppose... things like this can be cathartic, too. Either way... he does have reliable allies and friends to support him through it.

[ people like you, he does not say, because he is sappy. ]

[sarkazm]

...Okay, listen, I know you don't get out much, but it's been two weeks. If you haven't learned yet? Nobody's a reliable ally that fast!

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[ there's a little laugh. a giggle. ]

...I was trying to avoid using the word friend - I wasn't sure you'd appreciate it.

[sarkazm]

Nobody's your friend that fast either, Taair.

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Hmmm. Is that so?

[ he settles back where he's sitting, looking out at the water. ]

How will you know when someone is?