... I think... when I awoke, wherever I was - I had forgotten about this place, entirely. I looked differently, and... had a different life. It is all still swirled together.
I wish that I knew. [ his brow furrows, thoughtful. ]
And, yes, but... I don't mean that physically so much as mentally. It... must have been very immersive. Physically, it all was very real. Or... it seemed that way, somehow.
I'll see if I can find any information - and ask the angels, though... tomorrow.
[ if taair dies he's gonna be so livid. as it stands some of his flowers are turning a little pink around the edges and he's! a little flustered! he looks away! ]
Ugh... Just don't pretend to be fine when you're not, got it? If you need painkillers or something, someone can just bring them for you.
[ obviously not him!! haha!! that's it goodbye he's fleeing the scene ]
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[ first cyoa... what the hap is fuckening ]
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there's a long pause - and then he shakes his head. ]
... What was I saying? I'm sorry.
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... Things are a bit blurry, at the moment. I'm sorry, my friend. I did not mean to worry you.
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three seconds late that he's being scolded out of worry, and he dips his head a little further, though this time it is to hide a small smile. ]
You make a fair point...
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[ citation needed ]
Maybe you're doing better now, but there's still something off. What do you mean you were a fox? That doesn't make any sense.
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... I think... when I awoke, wherever I was - I had forgotten about this place, entirely. I looked differently, and... had a different life. It is all still swirled together.
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Wait, wait, are you saying you left heaven somehow? And you were hypnotized?
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It wasn't heaven. [ that much he knows. ] I'm not sure about hypnotized, it... was more like I must have been something like a character in a story.
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But if you were a character, you wouldn't have been so hurt.
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And, yes, but... I don't mean that physically so much as mentally. It... must have been very immersive. Physically, it all was very real. Or... it seemed that way, somehow.
I'll see if I can find any information - and ask the angels, though... tomorrow.
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[ this is exactly what a lily does god taair keep up. ]
Don't go out of your way if you're still feeling so out of it.
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Well, I suppose I wouldn't know... [ but he does laugh a little, and nods. ] I'm not very good at staying still, but I'll try to listen.
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[ sighs. ]
If you really have to talk to them, you could just text. You don't have to push yourself for that.
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[ he doesn't like the phone :( ]
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[ BE NICE ]
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[ zuriel is going to give him an earful actually but it's okay ]
... Laurence, thank you.
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W-What for? I haven't done anything.
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[ even if he was just confused and stressed, it was still so laced with worry - but he won't say that to his face to save his dignity. ]
And for coming to spend a little time with me, too. You didn't have to - I appreciate it more than you know.
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...Get yourself injured without any explanation again and I won't next time!
[ okay? ]
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I will do my very best not to do that, then.
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Ugh... Just don't pretend to be fine when you're not, got it? If you need painkillers or something, someone can just bring them for you.
[ obviously not him!! haha!! that's it goodbye he's fleeing the scene ]