[ yeah. that's been weighing heavy on taair, too - he nods a little, and takes a moment to close his eyes. steady, steady. ]
We will have to see what tomorrow brings. All we can do now is take things bit by bit - one day at a time. [ a funny thing to say from a historian, but it's true. the tiny day by day is what leads to a larger picture. ]
...It is one of those moments where I wish that I was able to talk with Zhongli. He always helped bring such clarity to my thoughts, at the end of these days. Even last week, when things were at their lowest.
[ and elysia was always there to lift them up. isn't that why it hurts so badly? to lose two solid supports that they'd all come to rely on so much? they were always so steady.
how do they just... deal with not having them anymore? ]
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...I know. And... I doubt we will come to know who that person is until it is too late. [ he won't sugarcoat it - that sucks! it sucks a lot.
with that, he comes over and sits beside him, folding his hands in his lap and looking out past the gazebo. ]
It leaves us with little closure for Zhongli, too. [ ... ] Things are dire.
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[ and that scares him a lot. zhongli's murder was already so horribly brutal. ]
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We will have to see what tomorrow brings. All we can do now is take things bit by bit - one day at a time. [ a funny thing to say from a historian, but it's true. the tiny day by day is what leads to a larger picture. ]
...It is one of those moments where I wish that I was able to talk with Zhongli. He always helped bring such clarity to my thoughts, at the end of these days. Even last week, when things were at their lowest.
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He was always doing that. For all of us.
[ and elysia was always there to lift them up. isn't that why it hurts so badly? to lose two solid supports that they'd all come to rely on so much? they were always so steady.
how do they just... deal with not having them anymore? ]