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taair khalisa nasir 🕊️ ([personal profile] historicals) wrote2025-02-08 04:06 pm

pc catchall | turboheaven | laurence

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[personal profile] outdistanced 2025-03-25 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's confusing, to say the least. he's almost started to forget what such opulence is like - the tower has its beauty, but heaven lacks every bit. it almost feels like being home, somehow.

he'd never really liked this sort of elegance. something always feels off about it.

the stars call to him. laurence has always liked to see the sky at night, but first... maybe he'll try the tea? ]
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[personal profile] outdistanced 2025-03-25 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
...I remember you.

[ a bluebird, trapped in a cage. one that sang how its predecessor never had. laurence wonders, for a second, if he should release it like the lark.

instead, he looks back at the bed, the book he'd apparently fallen asleep with. the bird and the stars can hold on a minute. what is this book. ]
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[personal profile] outdistanced 2025-03-25 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it sends a shiver down his spine. that strangely familiar feeling, of home no longer being home, once everything you'd once known to be true shattered around you.

his grip tightens on the book. a quick glance at the bird, singing away as if nothing in the world could matter, then at the door, and quickly he flips through the book to find his place. that feeling started with this book. the answer for why has to be in it. ]
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[personal profile] outdistanced 2025-03-26 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ he remembers this passage. the cold feeling that went through him when he first learned the truth - no, not him, at all, but familiar enough. as the page starts to change, words dancing on the page, he blinks several times to try to rid himself of the blurriness, staring down at it in confusion.

history rewritten before his eyes. truths hidden away from those who should know the most, who are in the most danger for it.

laurence closes the book. sets it down on the bed and backs away, closing his eyes to listen to the bird for just a moment longer. ]


...Are you even going to know what to do if I open that cage?

[ if it's anything like him, that cage is its whole world, all its ever known. would it rather sing in safety, like laurence himself had always preferred? ]