[ he's just gonna take a moment to math lady about that ]
I... guess someone said their injuries were healed when they first got here. But I thought that was different since we'd just died, not... whatever happened to you guys.
That armor you were wearing. Isn't it the same we saw last week, when...
[ execution. you know. he doesn't want to think about that too hard. ]
[ hmmmmmmmm he doesn't remember that all. however laurence can see he does still have many yellow gingko flowers on him, sticking out in places under his clothes! ]
...I could not lift a suit of armor on my own if I tried, let alone wear one...
[ he looks down at himself, over the injuries, and... after a moment, selects a petal, and then plucks at it. it makes him wince. ow? and then it immediately wilts in his hand. ]
... I know now it is a disease. Those inflicted are called the Mara-struck.
[ headshake ]
I don't... well. I remember becoming inflicted with it.
[ because it is laurence, and taair always wants to give him answers, he frowns, hard, trying to concentrate. his head hurts, and badly. ]
I don't... really know what the armor was. [ there are only so many mara struck critters we can get away with sneaking past cyoa reveal in ] ... But... the flowers grow on the body of long-lived creatures, and it eventually drives them mad. It is... not supposed to occur, to foxians. Exacerbated by stress, and extreme pain. I suppose I was unlucky...
... I think... when I awoke, wherever I was - I had forgotten about this place, entirely. I looked differently, and... had a different life. It is all still swirled together.
I wish that I knew. [ his brow furrows, thoughtful. ]
And, yes, but... I don't mean that physically so much as mentally. It... must have been very immersive. Physically, it all was very real. Or... it seemed that way, somehow.
I'll see if I can find any information - and ask the angels, though... tomorrow.
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I'm not sure. [ a little smile. ] But, it's a better condition than before, at least.
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I... guess someone said their injuries were healed when they first got here. But I thought that was different since we'd just died, not... whatever happened to you guys.
That armor you were wearing. Isn't it the same we saw last week, when...
[ execution. you know. he doesn't want to think about that too hard. ]
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... there was armor?
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[ hmmmmmmmm he doesn't remember that all. however laurence can see he does still have many yellow gingko flowers on him, sticking out in places under his clothes! ]
...I could not lift a suit of armor on my own if I tried, let alone wear one...
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But you did. It... It had those leaves all over it, too.
[ gesturing at the gingko ]
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... I know now it is a disease. Those inflicted are called the Mara-struck.
[ headshake ]
I don't... well. I remember becoming inflicted with it.
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[ the plants? the glances down at his vines for half a second, but no, seems different. taair hasn't been planty all week like he has. ]
So you were just... magically infected and cured.
[ skeptical ]
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I don't... really know what the armor was. [ there are only so many mara struck critters we can get away with sneaking past cyoa reveal in ] ... But... the flowers grow on the body of long-lived creatures, and it eventually drives them mad. It is... not supposed to occur, to foxians. Exacerbated by stress, and extreme pain. I suppose I was unlucky...
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[ first cyoa... what the hap is fuckening ]
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there's a long pause - and then he shakes his head. ]
... What was I saying? I'm sorry.
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... Things are a bit blurry, at the moment. I'm sorry, my friend. I did not mean to worry you.
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three seconds late that he's being scolded out of worry, and he dips his head a little further, though this time it is to hide a small smile. ]
You make a fair point...
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[ citation needed ]
Maybe you're doing better now, but there's still something off. What do you mean you were a fox? That doesn't make any sense.
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... I think... when I awoke, wherever I was - I had forgotten about this place, entirely. I looked differently, and... had a different life. It is all still swirled together.
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Wait, wait, are you saying you left heaven somehow? And you were hypnotized?
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It wasn't heaven. [ that much he knows. ] I'm not sure about hypnotized, it... was more like I must have been something like a character in a story.
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But if you were a character, you wouldn't have been so hurt.
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And, yes, but... I don't mean that physically so much as mentally. It... must have been very immersive. Physically, it all was very real. Or... it seemed that way, somehow.
I'll see if I can find any information - and ask the angels, though... tomorrow.
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[ this is exactly what a lily does god taair keep up. ]
Don't go out of your way if you're still feeling so out of it.
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Well, I suppose I wouldn't know... [ but he does laugh a little, and nods. ] I'm not very good at staying still, but I'll try to listen.
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[ sighs. ]
If you really have to talk to them, you could just text. You don't have to push yourself for that.
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[ he doesn't like the phone :( ]
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