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[historicals]

hello flower boy (shitpost later)

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[outdistanced]

I've also been better.

[ but he nods anyway, and takes a seat near the bed. ]

I thought it'd be you, after yesterday.

[historicals]

I'm getting the sense that many people did.

[ there's a rueful smile, and he folds his hands in his lap. ]

Myself included.... I started to prepare myself for it, at least mentally, last night.

[outdistanced]

After how you talked to her during trial, it was a little obvious.

[ given how the other executions have been close... it made sense. ]

You shouldn't have had to. This whole thing... it's wrong.

[historicals]

She was very dear to me. As close as a sibling.

[ the number of people who tried to comphet me saturday night was not small ]

And... thank you, Laurence. I agree. But... at least it gave me a chance to tell her goodbye. That is more than many are offered - and... I came away from it mostly unscathed, compared to those before.

[outdistanced]

After only a few weeks?

[ wild. can't relate, he only trusts a handful of people after this long and certainly doesn't think of anyone like family. maybe yves. ]

There's that. [ a goodbye and being less injured. ] I think everyone would've lost it if you were hurt more after last week.

...We still have to find a way to fix it.

[historicals]

[ there's a very slight smile. ]

Perhaps I am a special case. I don't think time necessarily impacts bonds. Not in situations like this.

[ trauma bonding! but also. well. his circumstances sort of lead to it, so he lets that aside - the first part makes him laugh a little bit, sheepishly, wincing as he does. ] And, yes... I'm sure I looked ridiculous up there, but I knew I didn't stand a chance face to face. I wanted to buy some time, and... well. Some distance.

[ at least he knows how to run away.

the last bit though, he nods. ]

We do. We must keep exploring and trying to find what we can of this place - as slow of a trickle of information there is, there is at least some.

[outdistanced]

[ laurence may or may not agree, but whatever he thinks about it, he doesn't say. ]

If it makes you feel any better, I wasn't watching. [ one less person to see him look ridiculous or whatever. ] I get it, though. If it were me, I'd do the same thing.

[ distance is all he's good for, in more ways than one. ]

It's too slow, is the problem. More people are going to die if it keeps up like that, and we hardly even know where to start.